“ Self on the cross, and Christ upon the throne.”
I cannot ever be on the throne in this life. I dare not anticipate it. I cannot bear the light of a Holy God who shines his pure light on that throne. I continually and constantly must nail sinful self, it’s will, desires, deeds, words and thoughts on the cross of Christ. It belongs there.
Only as I pass the vale of death into eternal glory can I take my place on the throne, perfect, incorruptible and eternally like Christ.
This side of eternity is a fight to the death, of sin and selfishness, which continues each day whether I work or rest; in health or sickness. We can never overcome this battle without the power and strength of our Saviour Jesus, who has fought it before and knows all the moves.
My earnest desire is to be like Him, in all I say and do, my intentions and attitudes. I know I cannot do this without a mighty sword in my hand, the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. I must lay down my own will each day and walk obediently and faithfully with Him, who my soul loves.
To know him is the souls true rest, and complete fulfillment. In the midst of war, we know peace, a peace that cannot be explained by this worlds philosophies and transcends all pain and sorrow, and bring us safely to the fathers side.
Only then will the throne be ours, when we have learned to walk the narrow way and all pride and self-seeking are gone forever.
